eating with old pren ;p

gawat! gua mulai ngerasa kesepian gua memacu sifat konsumerisme dan destruktif. konsumerisme karena utk mengkompensasi kesepian gua, gua beli2 barang pemuas, misalnya majalah, film dvd, atau yang lainnya. sedangkan destruktif, karena gua jadi cenderung menyakiti diri gua sendiri, jadi insomnia dan kurang merawat diri (scrubbing, masker, etc ;p )
tentunya hal ini gak bisa dibiarkan berlarut-larut [...]

pilih snip atau snap?

2nd day after Mba petty left
I miss Ayu when she left this lodging house about 5 months ago, but I still have Mba Petty.. but now, I don’t have anyone and this Sunday night, most of the people return to their home and will be back tomorrow night (maybe )
I know [...]

life adjustment :)

yap, glad to finally decide my new direction
1. after some research, with some help of my lappy, late-sleep, and xl internet connection (with only 115.2 kbps), I decide to postpone my application to post-grad and waiting for one more year working experiences. to get more qualities and to avoid any regret ;p
2. inline with [...]

farewell night with mba petty

Location: Platinum Plaza Semanggi, Friday night….
Attendees: Me, Mba Pet, Ayu, Ii
Objective: Having a great final night with our beloved and panda friend, Mba Pet. We’ll miss u, pren!!
Don’t say good bye, but “i see you again”. remembering one year we’ve passed together, in our lovely lodging house… such an amazing moments…
we’ll meet in [...]

Life must go on

another goodbye has arrived.
my friend -plus my kostmate, Petty, had decided to resigned from her new office and go back to Solo by the end of this week. She will leave all that bunch of salary and great position for a comfort and peaceful life in Solo. She will work at her uncle’s relative office [...]

city girl

baru aja liat FS temen gw yang kayaknya seneng banget to finally be able to work in Jakarta
staying in Jakarta is not actually my dream. Jakarta bukan “kota impian” gw, mengingat reputasinya yang always banjir every year dan tingkat kriminalitas yg tinggi, plus kualitas angkutan umum yang buruk. dan puanaaassshhhh juga, polusinya paraaah [...]

I don’t believe at racism

I never really succeed to answer this question:
“what are you?”
I am Stephanie. I am human. I am me.
That’s my answer. But, no one satisfied with those answers.
why do we have to ask, what are you? where do you come from? what is you race? this is not a Harry Potter world, where muggles is different [...]

my newest picture

before my sista wedding…. huhuhu…. happy but sad :”)
whadayathink? this is my new hair… wooohooo…
finally…. but, I think it was too short…

dementor

aku berjanji pada diriku sendiri, bahwa aku akan berusaha berubah ke arah lebih baik, which is stop dementoring.
dementoring dalam makna ekstrim adalah menyerap kebahagiaan org lain, seperti tokoh dementor dalam novel harry potter.
ada orang yang punya simple wishes, ada orang yang menjalani hidupnya seperti air mengalir. tapi aku ingin lebih dari itu, melompat setinggi mungkin, [...]

a woman’s life

wearing high-heels makes me feel skinnier and taller
decent make-up makes me feel pretty and confident
good skincare makes me smile when facing the mirror
you conquer the world with your strength
and some woman’s strength comes from equipments that made she feel more precious
and vice versa, made others feel she’s amazingly fabulous..
I love the way that all works, [...]