birthday

tonight my friend will having her birthday, and now she’s driving alone in bali..
driving through the night and celebrating her upcoming 24th age alone..
wish I could be there, gal..
jadi inget ultah gw sendiri tahun lalu. I blew out the candles by myself and then crying afterwards. in this family, no one care about birthday. even [...]

God works through many ways..

hari ini gw sengaja membuat kegiatan gw sepadat mungkin, karena gw pengen ‘mengutilisasi’ weekend gw dgn maksimal, hohohohoho.. hopefully there will be no gloomy mood anymore, ups, kayaknya itu impossible, hehehe.. ya at least berkurang laaahhhh.. huhuhu.. I miss my internet connection through laptop =(
tetep aja ya, hp nggak bisa menggantikan my lappy bunny.
so, I [...]

just wake-up from my delighted sleep

hoaemmm..
just wake-up from my delighted sleep.
I think I should join gym membership immediately.. I really am.
sports creates positive effects for my body and mind, even not for my pocket, hehehe..
arrrgh, knapa sih gym membership di jkt muahalll bgt!!!!
so, gold’s gym, fit by beat, or celeb fitness???

a glimpse of hope

this is one of the moment when I feel like i’m such a fool.
I’m falling for nothing.
ah, sutralah… at least he had gave me some happiness, eventhough now he sneaking out with his girl.
anyway, have i told you that yesterday I saw a guy at my office’s lobby? hoping that he’s able to join us [...]

s.o.s: save our soul

habis nonton futsal anak2 cowo kantor gw niyh.. gak ada kerjaan banget ya gw, secara lapangannya kecil dan ga ada kursi penonton, hehehe..
anyway, I can see that everyone has their own way to create happiness.
temma feel happy when he bought fancy things or hang-out with his celeb pals. imel feels happy when met sheila on [...]

rest in peace

my uncle has just passed away today, the second big brother of my father. eventhough I wasn’t too close with him, but it reminds me that life is so short. eventhough many times we said we nearly died or killing ourselves, but we never really ment it. this life is just too precious too be [...]

whoaa,I feel in like in seventh heaven =)
easy.. easy.. don’t be so thrilled. I know this is only a temporary happiness, but I simply don’t care. I just wanna be happy, without thinking too much now. this happiness might not be long enough, so unconsciously I ignore everything else and stuck in my comfort zone [...]

me and the office

This is what I’m talking about appreciating my present gift
it won’t be enough, but at least I have something to memorize

lesson learned

hmmmm… hehehe, gw baru aja dapet banyak pelajaran baru. walaupun sampai sekarang masih bersisa rasa nggak enaknya, but i’m in PMS period, so it’s natural to be gloomy ;p
pertama, gw diajarin cara ngatur stok sama orang dhl, and hopefully it would help me to reach my objective. pelajaran lain, I found that no such a [...]

real thing

i’ve decided that anything real is better than unreal.
earth is better than heaven (perhaps), because we never see heaven, we just knew it from stories.
now, I just have to search my real thing ;p
anyway, speaking as money as a tool and I found myself unhappy lately, I decide to do something with my money ;p
either [...]