tonight…….

malem ini, gua pulang dr meeting half day gua…. gua langsung tiduran di ranjang, and don’t have energy to wake-up…… tapiii, secara gua masih mesti cuci baju dan milih baju buat besok…. so, I wake-up and work ;p
ketika waktu menjelang jam 12 malem, tiba2 gua diserang kesepian yang mendalam…. bahkan imajinasi gua pun udah sama [...]

udah mulai bosen sama ketidakjelasannya….
udah mulai bosen cuma mandangin tampangnya doang…
udah mulai bosen dijadiin bola ping-pong…
karena rsi dia makin berkurang, jadi makin mudah untuk cinta yang lain menyusup ke dalam hatiku =)
apalagi tiba2 hari ini ada ‘cinta lama’ yang tampak Begitu cool. udah ngga ada feeling, tapi kelakuannya yg nyebelin dan sok unavailable malah Bikin [...]

refreshment….

hahahahaha…

i just remembered that..

when I feel sick tonight, I just remembered that my Mom only several times applied vicks vaporub to my body when I sick..
I miss my mom figure, even she’s always here already…
being sick for me means being alone at home, try to sleep well and get sweaty..
I still love her, but honestly it’s difficult to [...]

midnite summer…

okay, now is 11.20 pm, almost midnite.. and I can’t stop thinking about him.. I at my home, enjoying a restless weekend, and almost close it with sleeping tight, but I can’t!!!
Maybe these are the reasons:
1. because I slept too much yesterday, to pay-off my lacking of sleep for one whole week..
2. this 3 signal [...]

catching up lives..

to yanti, he’s okay.. just in a little dilemma…
anyway, i’m currently watching marley and me dvd (sorry, tom, but we’ll replaced it with another movie, as long as it’s not dragon ball :p). I want a puppy! I want a small size dog! I want poodle! huhuhu…
hmm, okay… i’m 23… such a golden [...]

sky dining

hari ini nyobain sky dining di plaza semanggi.. heheheh..
pictures will be uploaded soon
 
foto yang ditunggu2!!! hehehee..

inconvenience truth..

I think I have to forget him..
if i’m sane enough, I have to erase him completely from my head..
all of these senses, it’s all fake..
If I want something real, I have to accept what I am, and live it..
enough for all my life wanting something that isn’t yours..
indeed, he got nothing But his … :p

don’t jump, live it!

my friend told me that he want to jump to a glass in front of him.
I said, “don’t fix one sin with another sin.”
he said, “at least she can forget me if I’m gone…”
I answered, “you are so selfish! you want to commit a suicide to diminish your heart pain, so it’s all about you, [...]

me and my office… like a high school gank…

Tunggal, Stephanie [3:44 PM]:
now i start to think that this dept is a high school ground
Tunggal, Stephanie [3:45 PM]:
have we ever.. ever think about someone else? someone outside our circle…
Bbb[3:45 PM]:
eh sorry salah steph
Tunggal, Stephanie [3:45 PM]:
rully is right
Bbb[3:45 PM]:
lg chat ama yg lain
Tunggal, Stephanie [3:45 PM]:
with how we treat him and dede….
Tunggal, Stephanie [3:45 [...]