finding nemo and something else…

well, currently i feel like such an evil.
i’m not that saint girl anymore, plus now i rarely care of my family.
uhm, well, I think this is just one of the moment that will changed eventually (hopefully).
I just felt that I have to chase my current happiness, eventhough sometimes I’m affraid that I am over the [...]

aku ingin begini.. aku ingin begitu..

those who had simple dream, will reach close enough..
but those who had set their limit high, will reach high also..
hahahaha, suddenly gw jadi pengen ini-pengen itu.. the world is not enough!
pengen punya pacar ganteng, tapi ga tulalit..
pengen punya karir marketing, tapi pengen S2 juga..
pengen punya mobil, tapi ga pengen melarat..
hahahaha…..
impossible is nothing, but you should [...]

my life nowadays..

wuah, feels like ages since I write this blog! is this blog still has readers? ahh, I don’t care..
I can’t push you to looovvee my blog, so just read when you like it, skip when you hate it, hehehe..
anyway, as you know, lately I always talking about a man that bugging my mind.. well, I [...]

narciss2an sepanjang GI

 

Team Day :)

Sharing you my newest picture! This gals saving me from signing off, hahahaaha…
 

blinded

I am so much blinded..
damn, just realized that i’m nothing but his another victim..!
am I just too weak or he just too expert?
naaa.. even the strongest woman can be fooled by don juan.. so, i’m normal, hehehe.. i’m glad being normal :p
ekkkkaaa, plisss heleepphhh.. (hahahaha, maklum ka, woman in desperation nich! :p)
well, everytime I heard [...]

masih terasa…

extremely tired, but my heart still stabbed.
hard to breath, hard to sleep..
when you give someone, you’ll get it in return..
is it true?…………..
aaaaaarrrrrggghhhh! stupidooooo!! this should be the right time to end my miserableness!!!!!!!! I want to scream outloud and smashed things!!
why did you say that in front of a lot of people?!
why you kept hiding [...]

live without him

living without him might be hard, but i’ll survived. because he’s not the first and will not be the last either..
day by day, my awareness became stronger, even my heart is weaker in opposite. his slapper words won’t make me down, because i’m a worth-it woman. if you can’t appreciate me, then you lose something.
althoouuugghhh… [...]

OMG…..

okay, I got 2 reasons to write that title!
1. I just watched news session on tv, and shocked when knowing a man named David, suspected murdered by his lecturer because he want to take over his research!!! crazy!!! and it happened it one of the most safe country in the world, singapore.. OMG.. OMG.. I [...]

thunder…

today I got quite shocking news. my friend just told me that yesterday… his friend said i’m crazy about him. not in the good way, but as if i’m the stupid moron girl who’s crazy for nothing…
yeps, it’s just like a lightning thunder strike into my chest… I can’t barely breath. yes, i’m a drama [...]