happy :)

i don’t know whtether it’s good for me or not…  i just knew that i am so so so happy lately… i learned so much things from him. he taught me not to judge people… to understand that all people had their own preferences. nothing is wrong or right… they just making choices.
he taught me [...]

can love and reality be friends?

i just having a chat with my friend, we can call her Y. yes, she’s the one that i care much and just told me she slept with someone’s husband a few weeks ago… I think her problem could be solved if she move from her current company. by that way, she can stay away [...]

this weekend

excited but terrified..
this weekend i will attend this retreat i’ve been listed on since 1.5 months ago.. hopefully it will be fun!
in the name of God! )

started to be mellow again….

i guess i am nearly approaching my period or i just in bad sleepy mode, because i suddenly felt so mellow.
maybe it’s because he’s changing. at first, he changed into a way politer man with so many ‘thank you’ words for me. that’s fine.
but, he started to pray (according to his religion), and it makes [...]

love?

today i had a chat with one of my senior in college, which also dating my friend (both of them went to the same college with me). then as usual, eventually we talked about dating. he said, if i don’t wanna get married, then it means that i’m just searching for a dating experience.
um, it [...]

they told me to enjoy life..

and I really think I should!
life is too short to be filled with crankiness and things we haven’t achieve.
yes, climbing our dreams is important but enjoying the journey within is a must
i love my hair…. love when I touch it… so smooth!

toefl ibt prep

confused!!!
ivy league or PPB UI? or else??? huuaaa….!

boys will always be boys

while one of them busy to seek my attention, because he just ended his relationship with his beloved.
and one other keep gazing with his roller coaster attitude and his irrational expectation.

before 24….

as I have lived for 23 years and 10 months…. i learned that no human could live in status quo. which means, no human could be good for all of his life or could be bad forever either.
human made mistakes, and they leaned from it…. in the other side, human make good things, but they [...]

hummm….

well… yesterday in a nighty night i was hard to choose between house or apartment.
then, i re-analyze the problem (as I learned in college, fish-bone chart, tree chart, etc. etc….), okay i lied. i just map that out in my brain, it’s easier! well, there’s 2 reasons why i need to invest my money:
1. i [...]