sleepy and busy :(

i feel very very sleepy nowadays..
it’s very busy at office.
sap catalyst begin it’s pass 3 testing.
i gotta attend several meetings with key account at DC in the middle of nowhere (balaraja, cibitung…. phewww).
while i still gotta attend my toefl ibt course.
and i had to maintain my weight and health by gym!!
Goooosssshhh… I am so tired!
i [...]

how to study effectively

how to study effectively (based on college real experience):
1. you don’t need days or weeks.. you just need one QUALITY TIME when you are really focusing ang highly motivated!
2. for materials in english, better write the summary in indonesian, just to make sure you get the point.
3. use highlighter and read the materials loudly to [...]

expired

i’m tired to keep guessing..
i’m tired waiting for him..
i’m tired to understand, but not being understood..
i’m tired to ride on this roller coaster!
yeah I know… few more days I might would write some sick moron poem again…
huhuhuhu..
I think this is the time.. everything has it’s own expiry date.. this is the time to stop this [...]

roller coaster

bisa dibilang… i’m putting myself on a roller coaster

and when i did that, i am fully aware that i’m gonna through lot of ups and downs

and it happened in seconds…
i will try to set myself free… God, help me…

mind trick

my friend -wisnu told me to do mind trick to survive from a broken heart.
well, I should have a lot of way to disperse my mind, because I need to give a lot of focus on my toefl. so, I decide not to miss him, eventhough I really want to meet him..
anyway, i feel so [...]

2nd day on the real world

yaps… honeymoon period has ended. so, now it’s time to continue the journey!
liburan nggak bisa jauh2, karena kerjaan makin padat. padahal gw pengen pergi ke malay atau somewhere exotic
SAP GO LIVE makin mendekattttt…
besok saatnya ke banduuunnnggg.. woohoo!!!

arrive from (fake) heaven :)

yaps, as I said before (and you may have sick listen to this): i’m an adult… so i am aware of every action that i took and ready to accept the consequences…
when i’m in “heaven” these past weeks, i tend to forget everything. my toefl course, my friends, my room, and even myself… well, that’s [...]

anyho…

anyho… i can manage not to be teared apart, with a little help of money and a little help from the gals.
yes, i was save, but my money aren’t.
but, it’s ok-lah… money is not everything, rite. don’t count it. at least for this case

bad day

life is a series of random events.. we’ll never know how and when, but it just happened.
1. I got hit by my own window.. and I still can feel the pain on my head until now. I am so lucky it doesn’t hit my eyes…
2. I throw my own room key to a trash plastic… [...]

curhat session through facebook..

ekaaaa, gw kayaknya mesti curhat nih sama loe, heehehe… belakangan ini gw jadi teribly malesssss… lots of work to do… but i gotta hang-on and fight for my dream
–> one thing i learned this past one week:
having a boyfriend won’t make your life easier. I just realized that hanging-out with your boyfriend or [...]