How i miss him, but i gotta be strong!

apparently the flame already burned down and the magic has begin to fade away.
yap.
that magical and adventurous love will be ended. that butterflies in my stomach which always make my day. well, I can do nothing but accepted it and be mature. Unfortunately, I haven’t found any other chemistry. Yes, there’s someone show his outrageous [...]

encouraging reply =)

from audencia nantes….. despite the fact that I still had to pay application fee of 100 EUR
Dear Stephanie,
Both your CV and letter are of a very high quality. You do not need to have a GMAt score to apply eventhough it is recommanded and appreciated by our jury members.
Considering what you say in [...]

guys

can’t keep my mind off from guys, maybe because i’m normal =)
maybe Australia wasn’t that bad anyway =)

a blew in my chest

I really wanna hug everyone nears me since yesterday!! I am in a huge happiness…. I even can’t draw it by words…. it’s been such a time when I feel this way…. this feeling of success just blew in my chest and spread into my lung….
Gosh…. I nearly cried when I finished my toefl test. [...]

MIRACLE!!!!!!

Gosh………………..
I finally made it.
after all of those sweats, times, tears, stresses….
the feeling of successful is like falling in love multiple times. or even maybe feels like having multiple orgasm, well i can’t answer that
everything is worth-it… all of those journey back there is all worth-it…
my TOEFL score is 98 and adequate for all [...]

ugly truth

i just watched ugly truth movie yesterday.. and it makes me realized… there’s no superman.
i got some moments in my life – in my single life, to be exact – when bad things happened and I wondered, “i wish i had a boyfriend, he might will protect me and this will not happen.”
or another moment [...]

love…

today he smiled a lot…. and it’s so damn crunchy, until I can’t stop starring at him.
and I just realized that I give him a lot of motivation and career objectives… because of what my boss said to me today. so, I guess we’re even now )

the definition of faith…

i should have no fear, because God is always besides me, even though i am not always besides Him.
day 4 after toefl.
after spending so much money to relax myself in malls (yep, 2 malls in a row, and 1 mall yesterday…), i start to have my awareness back. I don’t know what’s happened to me [...]

useless

at the bottom of my rollercoaster.
but, i’m trying not to think about it too much, because i worth more than that.
anyway, just having my toefl yesterday. a test that sucked all of my last month’s saving. but, apparently i did not think of it seriously. i don’t know, is it just me or everyone else [...]

thousand dresses

i don’t know why… for a woman, there will be no enough outfit to wear.
now I know why Carrie Bradshaw needs a closet…
I just search cool things for tomorrow, but i did not find any. I think I have to renew all of my wardrobes collection.