yes, faith is something that give the spirit for you to stand up after a deep fall.. and now, the faith is still in my heart eventhough it’s been a month since i being in denial.. to argue the power of God, to left the church in something called ‘lazy’..
But i know the measurement of ‘faith’ isn’t all about something physical, something could be seen by mortal’s eyes.. but it was my connection with God, something in my prayer when i feel that I could talk with Him privately and tell Him all my sorrow..
eventhough all my perfect plan was blurred, and i’m still clueless about my towards future.. but i know when i made the hardest decision of all, i would never regret it, because God is always provide me with the best things i would never know..
So, in the desperation of being survive or left.. only God could handle it..
be cheerful, ah!! let that gross man and that cute perfectionist man left behind.. no need to worry about something in history.. and no need to be sad.. 2 more weeks, I will go abroad and make some fun!! hehehehe… bless me..