several days ago, an owner of one distributor came to my office. He looks so cute, seemed like Edric Chandra -intellectual version, heuehuehue… and also seemed borju, married, and luxurious, a.k.a is so impossible for me. but, thanks to my gals + my boss, I was being introduced to him.
today, we are visiting his office. Hummm, he doesn’t looks as gorgeous as I saw the other day, but he’s still charming. despite of people said he’s stupid, papa boy, etc., he’s still charming in my eyes. well, before going away, i spoke a li’l bit with him… ternyata dia enak juga diajak ngomong.. langsung ‘elo-gue’ gitu deh… hihihihi… then i asked myself, “do I deserve this kind of man?”
secara gw ngga kaya.
secara gw ngga cantik guilah.
gw udah nge-down duluan gitu…..
tapi mungkin, semuanya itu cuma image diri gw aja. selama ini gw terus-menerus memperbaiki diri gw, dengan tujuan agar gw bisa dapetin a better man than before. eeehh, pas this better man dateng, gw malah jiper sendiri. padahal, kalo gw pe-de, mungkin gw emang bisa dapetin cowok sekeren itu. basically, gw emang ngga demen cowok kaya sih (karena orang kaya cenderung suka meremehkan orang), tapi kalo ada cowo ganteng + kaya, kenapa harus nolak? hehehehe….
hummm, sedikit nyesel kenapa i didn’t start the conversation earlier… 😥
ya sudahlah, kalo jodoh kan ngga akan kemana.
i do deserve something better.
one step at a time, right?