Until noon, i nearly assumed that today is so splendid.
I told my boss that I decided not to resign. she hugged me.
And even though I have no longer spark with him, but been able to see each other in the eyes was brighting my day.
until, the moment when we’ll go to gym, he picked up his cell phone.
then, i heard the words “kamu” and “aku” fly away from his mouth softly.
no, i didn’t like him.
no, i didn’t make any plan to be with him.
no, i think he’s not that smart, wise, and ideal.
but why i still feel jabbed?
suddenly i sucked into a black hole.
my heart changed into black…. and empty.
because my heart is truly empty, so when disturbia comes, it will affected immediately.
that’s why, i finally decide to fill my emptiness, as soon.
if it’s God’s will, then be it 🙂