i’m tired to keep guessing..
i’m tired waiting for him..
i’m tired to understand, but not being understood..
i’m tired to ride on this roller coaster!
yeah I know… few more days I might would write some sick moron poem again…
I think this is the time.. everything has it’s own expiry date.. this is the time to stop this game.
I can’t studying.. my heart is so disturbing!
mind trick.. mind trick.. keep telling that to myself!
today, unexpectedly.. a good-looking-man offered himself to have fun with me!! he got a girl, for 5 years.. and he asked me whether I want to have an affair with him.
obviously I said no! because it means that I will put myself on a second roller coaster. I must be crazy if I did that.. this feeling is tiring me. I gotta stop!