at the bottom of my rollercoaster.
but, i’m trying not to think about it too much, because i worth more than that.
anyway, just having my toefl yesterday. a test that sucked all of my last month’s saving. but, apparently i did not think of it seriously. i don’t know, is it just me or everyone else would do such thing like i did. i just feel sick of these business and emptiness… i need to have fun.
i need to forget all of this ambitions, visions, study hard, et cetera….. because i have been work so hard lately, and i deserve a vacation.
i don’t know.
maybe someday i will click on airasia.com with half of my awareness. i’m just so sick of all this tiring lovelife, neverending projects, people who kept asking about me about that system….
but, i will recover.
if it takes a holiday, then i will spend my money for that. for the sake of my soul.