The early moment of this relationship feel quite heavy for me. There’s so many cute guys around, and I can’t stop comparing my man with them.
So I start questioned about faithfulness.. How can a guy like david beckham decide to be monogamous.. He’s gorgeous, he’s rich.. He can get any girl in the world.
Then I watched this story, about an indonesian celeb who’s having cancer, and she can’t have any child, she’s even had to have menopause in 33 years old. Then I start thinking about her husband. Maybe its because between so many beautiful creature who’s teasing us, in the end we just need someone who’s able to be a great companion during good times and bad times?
Maybe because no matter how cute s/he is, in the end we just need someone to give comforting hug when we’re down?
Maybe because no matter how rich, how success s/he is, we just need a great companion who’s not judging us when we make mistakes?
Until now, I still thinking about those cute guys out there, and wondering will I’d be happier if I were with one of them? I don’t know.
But one thing for sure, better being grateful for someone we have now, rather than keep wanting someone we don’t have. Because when that person left, we’ll realize how much s/he means for us.