my yearly performance discussion has become an enormous terror inside my head for this one week.
I am thinking about it a lot, how my greater boss wants me to become.
Am I ready to do it, and if I’m ready, do I want to do it?
but, then, a weekend at home has make my feet grasp again on the ground.
yes, just face it that I don’t have any back-up plan just yet, and now what I gotta do is survive for living.
nonetheless, my boss wants me to be developed indeed.
So, can I just do it, can I just kill these fear inside myself and shine?
because I need to conquer anything in front of me in order to be a winner.
It made me think, does dating has weakened me?
Or do I need stronger man to motivate me?
but, again… don’t make an early judgement, anyway if you get something, you’ll lose something.
that’s the balance in life.