That’s a great question.
Actually, that is my BIG question nowadays.. to myself.
I have no idea what is my purpose in life after working in Google, accomplishing my master, and planning to get married.
To be honest, my current ultimate goal is getting married with the man who already waited for me for 1.5 long distance relationship and proved that he is Mr. Right. But aside from that, what else? I have no freakin’ idea!
If you asked me what kind of job I want to do? I have no idea!
I can imagine myself working as visual merchandiser, interior designer, or fashion designer.. but I don’t have enough education to apply for that job. I also do not want to waste another time of my life to make career switch, because I did that so many times!
Let me start by asking to myself.. what is my end goal?
I have been influenced by a simple laid-off European style, how they enjoy their life not by rushing to catch up subway, or working like crazy.. I just simply want to spend quality time with people I loved, seeing my children grows and seeing their complete life cycle, and after all.. be happy!
I no longer want high position career and all those compliments from people.. that I’m such a great woman. All I want is a fulfillment inside my heart..
But I don’t know how to make it happened!
I have no idea.. I was thinking making my own business will help me to be in that track, but now I feel overwhelmed. I can’t master everything and I can’t ask everyone to help me without hiring them as a professional!
I guess I just need to think how to do things right, in order to be happy.. I guess happiness is something we need to pursue, not something given.