well, currently i feel like such an evil.
i’m not that saint girl anymore, plus now i rarely care of my family.
uhm, well, I think this is just one of the moment that will changed eventually (hopefully).
I just felt that I have to chase my current happiness, eventhough sometimes I’m affraid that I am over the line.
I don’t wanna go home to Bogor.
I fought with my mother by telephone.
I yelled at my father at the last time I went home.
I don’t have that much friend in Bogor… so I think I got reasons not to go home..
so, am I over the line?
I admitted that I’m a bit outside my previous track, but it’s okay, because life is full of suprises, and I shouldn’t square myself in my imaginary useless box.
go to the wildest, go to the scariest, face your fear, spread your wings…
that what I did now, but still trying not to abandon the values. I still have families, still have to secure my future, still have to struggle hard…