(Bukan) Roman Picisan :)

hatiku berdegup kencang dari kemarin-kemarin.. menunggu impian yang akan menjadi nyata!

Rindu ini menyiksa sekaligus membuat hubungan kita penuh dengan butterflies dan heartbeat πŸ™‚
I don’t know whether we’ll still feel this way when we meet every day…
bertemu dengan kamu rasanya seperti akan menghadapi ujian besar.. rasanya seperti mengejar beasiswa yang akhirnya datang.. rasanya seperti.. keajaiban natal buatku.
Terima kasih Tuhan, Engkau telah membuat doa kami menjadi nyata..
3 bulan lalu aku gelisah, bertanya pada diri sendiri apakah kita bisa menghadapi ujian besar di depan kita.. menangis tersedu sedan ketika kamu bilang ingin menyerah saja..
Lalu aku berdoa pada Tuhan, berkata hanya Engkaulah yang dapat menyelamatkan kami.
Kami terlalu lemah dan kecil untuk menghadapi ujian ini..
Maka Dialah yang menguatkan hati kita sampai sekarang.. sampai 2 hari lagi menjelang kamu berangkat πŸ™‚
Aku nggak tahu bagaimana rasanya akhirnya bertemu setelah sekian lama, mungkin kita akan menjadi asing sedikit… tapi rasa rindu ini akan menyeruak dan rasa asing itu pun akan memudar πŸ™‚
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9 days!

9 days agaiiinnn.. i will meet someone that i’ve been missing soooo much and much and mucchhh!!

OH MY GOD!

I can’t believe the days are finally coming!

I’m shaking!

I know this is too much but imagine you are waiting to meet your beloved for 2 months and i don’t know how many freaking days longer!

Thank You God for strengthening my heart and his.. I can’t wait to hug and kiss him!

And hopefully I’ll get my period soon because I got sooo sensitive lately πŸ™‚

C’est la vie :)

I used that word many years ago because I like a song titled “c’est la vie”. And now, after living in France, I knew that the words are true.

Literally, it means.. “it’s life”.

When I arrived here, I was so stunned with all the old yet pretty things they have in this city. I can imagine myself living here for good. But, I couldn’t accept that I was living in an ugly room and I kept complaining for months. After so many things happened onwards..

The ugly situations between me and my BF who changed my decision to pursue my dream.. because I realized I was unhappy without him.

All the disasters happened in this dormitory.. the super disgusting toilet which I saw so many times, the sex sounds, the drunk African, and got sick.. it was all the bad moments in life, but I kept reminding myself that this is what I asked for.

I was coming here because I don’t wanna sit in my golden cage.

And despite of all the ugly things, I still love this city πŸ™‚

And I am grateful that God gave me a chance to stay here and absorb all the diversities. That’s when I say to myself..

“c’est la vie”

Sometimes life give you lemon.. which is bitter and uncomfortable. But in the end you will realize that it will be bad if you think that way. If you turn the lemon into lemonade, you will start enjoying it and feel like life never been sweeter πŸ™‚

It doesn’t take a genius to do that, you just need to be grateful for all the better thing you had compare to the people in India, as an example.

And I start to do it now πŸ™‚

I don’t care even though I lost money, I feel disturbed, I feel unlucky.. but that’s not my choice. Sometimes life doesn’t give me a choice. But, it is my choice to be upset or happy. And my choice will determine my life.

I am so contented now, when I finally accepting things, and do not questioning.

I remember one of my friend, z, she used to be my motivator because she always makes impossible things becoming possible. But now, I think that she’s over the line when she’s no longer grateful of what she has. I will stop becoming that person, yet I will start to enjoy life just what my BF does πŸ™‚

He taught me a lot how to live the life without being ambitious. Life is about working on what you love the most, not competing with others.

C’est la vie, mes amis.. Elle est belle πŸ™‚

Exams start!

Yes, after 3.5 months here.. finally the exam round starts!Β Started with French.. hopefully, i’ll get good grades tomorrow πŸ™‚

However, the aura of Christmas has turn on the light in my heart and lift up my mood significantly.. knowing that in 15 days I can hug my babe! πŸ˜€

Last week has been such a disaster, with weird things happening in 2 days: black African person partying and thought my room is his room, CROUS security guard knocking my door, the false fire alarm, and my neighbor’s room flooded.. Not to mention my awful flu. But, there’s always a rainbow after every storm πŸ™‚

The news from my BF that he got his Visa already has brighten my day and my heart for the whole weekend.

I got 3 .5 months left in Rennes, I need to enjoy every moment of it πŸ™‚

Bises!

Thank you 2012 :)

Well, let see.. 2012 has been a blast for me πŸ˜€

1. living in Singapore πŸ˜€

2. having 2012 new year in Singapore with my loved ones πŸ™‚

3. got a scholarship!

4. living in a city that I used to see only in wikipedia πŸ˜€

5. will celebrate Xmas this year in the most holy place for catholic people! will have a holy mass with the Pope in Vatican! yeay πŸ˜€

new year with him at Sentosa Island :)

new year 2012 with him at Sentosa Island πŸ™‚

25 days to 2013!

Yeay, thank you for the amazing 2012 and now we are awaiting for 2013!

I never thought that I’ll spend half of my 2012 in Europe, the land of dream πŸ™‚

So, I will let 2013 be another charming surprise for me! πŸ™‚

However, as a human of course we have wishes.. I don’t wanna pressure myself with a lot of wishes, but I only have 1 big wishes.. Be with my soulmate happily ever after!

So tired to be alone in this life, I think it’s about time for me to tie the knot πŸ˜€

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