I have been returning to my country for 3 weeks, so far it has been 90% great and 10% awful. The great things are.. able to spend time with family, playing with my niece and adore God’s amazing work on creating such a tiny angel (who can be super annoying as well, most of the time), aaaannnddd.. for sure, spending a superb quality time with my BF!
After all, he’s the reason I’m coming back and so far he has been supppeerrr nice! I really feel grateful that God has sent such an amazing loving creature into my life. I never feel loved like this in my life!
Yet, as we know 10% awful things was contributed by the most problem in the world: money. The fact that I do not live for free in my parent’s house and I need to spend money for my personal needs as well! That’s why I’m super confused and feel like I need a job soon!
In this recent weeks, I’m thinking whether I should go back to my old job, since Indonesian office didn’t really respond to my mail (sighing).
I don’t know whether the distance would kill me or not, and for sure if I moved there it’ll definitely for money.. and for a better good, people said. I hope I can retire early and spend quality time with my family in the future. That’s my only goal for now, I guess.
Let God light my way.. guide my footsteps and I shall surrender to His will.. Amen.