Goddess

finding God

just (really) rode ‘KELILING EROPA 6 BULAN DENGAN 1,000 USD’ book, and I just knew that most european people doesn’t believe in God.

uhm, well, at first I did something: judge them in my mind, because I believe in God. but, page by page I start to understand what’s on their mind.

they don’t really ‘not believe in God’, but they just disagreed when people loves God more than the human itself.

once said in the book: ‘karena bisa kau bayangkan bagaimana rupa dunia jika manusia bisa mengasihi sesamanya sebagaimana mereka mengasihi dan mengabdi pada Tuhannya.’

wow, I think it just a stab in the heart!
u can see the palestinian-israel war, the bali bombing, etc. we all use the name of God to hurt each other. forget all of the truth, faith, and in-secureness. we just need to love each other, it’s that simple and completely harmless!!

uhm, well, then I watched ‘da vinci code’ tonight which also talking about religion and the state of God. u can hear Tom Hanks said in the end of the movie, ‘it’s all depends on what we believe.’

overall, it surely refresh my point of view, before we talk about our faith, let ask ourself… what have we done to others lately? is it good or bad?

what so special about new year?

what so special about new year?

hmm, let me see…
besides it was another 365 days ahead, it also make us be older, hehehe…

but, since it was the undenial-able fact, so we decide to celebrate it =)
unfortunately, we should pass tons of people and traffic jam before actually celebrate it ;p
gak puncak, gak lembang, gak jakarta, gak hotel bintang lima….
all crowded by people..

so, I decide to celebrate it at home with my dad.
besides I don’t have any plan, I don’t wanna be stuck in the queque either.

but, today my new year’s eve cheered-up by a call at night ;p
a call make me realized no to feel sad and lonely anymore ;p
me, whose always stick to the life goals and be stressed-up when I can’t achieve it.
actually, I have go down and slowing my beat lately, but in fact it wasn’t enough to enjoy this life even better ;p

so, now i’m ready to shout the upcoming year!!
let God be with us, no matter what happened!

hp baruuuu!!!

yaps, thanks to 25% discount of one of the credit card provider, I can actually buy a new cells!

smartphone, LG KS20, touch-screen,windows mobile 6, push e-mail, HSDPA, 3.5G, and many more!

will attach the current photo ASAP =))

my heart dries…

melting heart, hihihihi... cuteee!

huhuhu, the plan to recycle some guys in the past didn’t really work-out..

in fact, it makes me realized that giving your heart to someone is so tired.

but, I don’t wanna ended like the success women out there who’s rich and lonely? eventhough I understand why they choose that path.

I think this is my sweet moment when I can take-care my only heart, before I take it to the roller coaster lovelife!

just missing one man, it dries my heart, and I even haven’t had any commitment with him.

I really have to learn much, huh!

my heart dries…

huhuhu, the plan to recycle some guys in the past didn’t reakly work-out..

in fact, it makes me realized that giving your heart to someone is so tired.

but, I don’t wanna ended like the success women out there who’s rich and lonely? eventhough I understand why they choose that path.

I think this is my sweet moment when I can take-care my onky heart, before I take it to the roller coaster lovelife!

just to missing one man, it dries my heart, and I even haven’t had any commitment with him.

I really have to learn much, huh!

5 facts about me ;p

me and the gals (kraft alumnies) at starbucks semanggi

thing I hate the most: being called ibu. can’t u see why am I wearing that skinny jeans?

thing that always make me late: doing my hair!

the best thing to occupied my day: watching desperate housewife and ugly betty DVDs.

the best way to spend money: just going around at ITC or FO, u’ll always find treasures there!!

things I hate and heart at the same time: free food and feee cakes!!! it tempted my faith, and usually it succeeded!!

lampung

currently heading to lampung…

and still thinking how to meet him ;p

my past could be my future, because my present wasn’t here

but, it’s so difficult to guess what’s in his heart

it’s way too complicated, more than einstein’s relativity theory..

and still thinking how to make my new year beautiful …

life is always between choices

when you have to choose between friendship and career…..

when you want to hold your friend in your left and your career in your right

but, you just can’t hold both.

I love my friends, but I have to be realistic.

I have to choose what’s matter more for me.

be honest, you can’t stop people to be jealous at you.

and you can’t lying yourself if you’re jealous at people.

We are human, we can be in love and hate at the same time.

I will go through this.

I’m just a starter in work-life.

You’ll get through this, Steph…

And you’ll reach the moment when you don’t have to choose between career and friends anymore… but love, indeed.

Life is abour choosing, right.

so, make your own, now.

I need cool places!

hmmhh… terribly confused niyh, i don’t know where to go for this holiday… my parents give me 2 options, which I think lame and… expensive! and suddenly i realized, we really doesn’t have something cool around here. just malls, bar, cafe, and other un-essential things… hoaaaaemm… gimme ideas please for 27 dec – 1 jan 09…

my parents options:

1. Carita beach (near Anyer)

2. Lampung (nothing’s here, so we’ll just spend 2 days here..)

smoothing rambut gak ya?

Hehehee.. lagi bingung nih, smoothing rambut nggak yaa?
takut nyesel, hiks.. soalnya terakhir kali dilurusin dulu (masih jamannya bio-ion), gw kok malah ngerasa nggak pede yah, hehehe….
tapi i must brave to take the risk nihhhhh…. nanti gak maju2, hehehehe..

ini nih rambut asli gw setelah habis creambath:

abis creambath

ini nih gaya rambut gw di kantor, bosen banget, kalo gak diikat ya di jepit….. huhuhuhuhu….

poni imut, hihihi.... tapi bosen juga bow