Goddess

finding God

just (really) rode ‘KELILING EROPA 6 BULAN DENGAN 1,000 USD’ book, and I just knew that most european people doesn’t believe in God.

uhm, well, at first I did something: judge them in my mind, because I believe in God. but, page by page I start to understand what’s on their mind.

they don’t really ‘not believe in God’, but they just disagreed when people loves God more than the human itself.

once said in the book: ‘karena bisa kau bayangkan bagaimana rupa dunia jika manusia bisa mengasihi sesamanya sebagaimana mereka mengasihi dan mengabdi pada Tuhannya.’

wow, I think it just a stab in the heart!
u can see the palestinian-israel war, the bali bombing, etc. we all use the name of God to hurt each other. forget all of the truth, faith, and in-secureness. we just need to love each other, it’s that simple and completely harmless!!

uhm, well, then I watched ‘da vinci code’ tonight which also talking about religion and the state of God. u can hear Tom Hanks said in the end of the movie, ‘it’s all depends on what we believe.’

overall, it surely refresh my point of view, before we talk about our faith, let ask ourself… what have we done to others lately? is it good or bad?

what so special about new year?

what so special about new year?

hmm, let me see…
besides it was another 365 days ahead, it also make us be older, hehehe…

but, since it was the undenial-able fact, so we decide to celebrate it =)
unfortunately, we should pass tons of people and traffic jam before actually celebrate it ;p
gak puncak, gak lembang, gak jakarta, gak hotel bintang lima….
all crowded by people..

so, I decide to celebrate it at home with my dad.
besides I don’t have any plan, I don’t wanna be stuck in the queque either.

but, today my new year’s eve cheered-up by a call at night ;p
a call make me realized no to feel sad and lonely anymore ;p
me, whose always stick to the life goals and be stressed-up when I can’t achieve it.
actually, I have go down and slowing my beat lately, but in fact it wasn’t enough to enjoy this life even better ;p

so, now i’m ready to shout the upcoming year!!
let God be with us, no matter what happened!