Stop thinking and start doing

I really need to remember my old and classic motto, while I’m still in my bachelor degree!

Yeah, thinking wouldn’t solve anything, but action would!

I went to campus today and did some progress for my thesis, so I’m kinda happy or what 🙂

And of course, after came back to my room, I start browsing unimportant thing again plus it’s really dark here since 2 of my lamps died (again! 2 times in 6 months! I’m wondering they bought chinese brand bulb or what?)

And yeah, now is already 1:33 AM in the morning, me and my mum still awake. She will leave in another 3 days, I don’t know what I should feel really. Definitely I will lose a room-mate, well if you can say that since we always fought and she always silent with her youtube, LOL.

After came back from my Europe trip, I feel like I have all the time in my life! I can simply doing nothing in 1 day LOL, and I just realized that my previous classes were soooo packed. Packed than ever, so I always trying to take a break in the weekend or even sometimes I skipped the class because I’m too tired, and maybe plus the fact I need to cook my dinner every day.

But, now.. I have all the time in my life before coming back to Indonesia.

Oh No, I have random feeling about Indonesia. I will come back to those sights of beggars, trashes everywhere, polluted air.. no park and only malls!!

But I really MISS my boyfriend! I feel like I would trade anything in order to meet him! This is the moment when I wish someone succeed to create a teleport! And plus the fact he almost get his loan, so our wedding plan can come true. Okay, my plan and not his. I’m actually really sad to see him doesn’t have any spirit at all regarding this matter. It feels like he doesn’t love me at all! When he said “love you”, feels like he’s faking out or what.

I know, it’s so girly.. and what he did is so manly and I’m trying to understand that as he try to understood me for all these times. I do realized I have changed into a monster with all these movings (singapore, france..) and my ambition to keep everything doesn’t fall apart!

Well, there’s a price for everything.

When I decided to pursue what I called as “dream”, I know I need to abandon other things.. but I didn’t realize my life will suck without love, hehe.. Btw, I’m dying to get my period, huhu.. I don’t know what happened to my body.


At Luzern now 🙂
This trip apparently not that tiring in the end lol, because I’ve covered the city in 6 hrs, so at 4 pm.I’m done and at 5 pm I’m already at my hostel 🙂
I looovvvee Europe where people can enjoy their times running on the park or even nearby the lake!
Its so crazy! I can’t get never get it in Indonesia.. how I hooooppppeee my country will be able to become like that soon! Yet as Ridwan Kamil (the best architect in Indonesia) we need to start from ourself!! :))



Writing this on my hostel’s lobby.. it’s funny how hotel has evolved to a hostel, where I see this hostel has everything similar to a real hotel: lobby, private bathroom, elevator, and so on.. while it doesn’t own a hostel should have: communal kitchen and a good wi-fi. I guess in the past this hotel used to be a hotel, a real one while it has evolved overtime responding to the increasing demand of budget travellers.
I’m currently on my travel mission (read: ambition) to go around Europe in 3 weeks with maximum budget 1000 usd. I know someone already done 6 months with budgey only 1000 usd, but she’s counting the hospitality club, with free stay and often free foods. I don’t know whether I can owe someone that much and foremost something that seemed scary is often never been tried.. If I’m not travelling with my mother, I would’ve try couch surfing..
Anyway it’s so funny how within 4 hours bus drive from Prague to Vienna, I can see such a significant difference between a thick Russian-Czech culture to a Jewish-German culture in Vienna.. I can’t imagine in the past these areas would’ve been so faraway!!
I enjoyed the Euro trip.. especially going to the areas I never been to.. It’s so exciting to see how people behave and living.. and it’s really weird to see Amsterdam people aren’t being so nice as when I went there my first time.. Hmm, very odd -.-


my hostel's lobby.. see the world is very small :))


Writing this from a cozy yet far hostel in Amsterdam..
this Europe experience has taught me to be a waaaayy tougher girl to overcome all the difficulties and harsh times in life.. strong wind, super freezing nights, icy weather.. everything!
I hope I won’t be the same again after this intense 10 months lifechanging experience!!