Hi Future Stephanie,
I know maybe now you’re cooking at home, trying to get a rest from your screaming baby, or maybe working your butt of at work to get a better living for your children..
I know it must be very tired to do things that (you think) you don’t want, and somewhat it creates burden.. or you feel so old and you miss your young spirit. Here I am, 27 years old Stephanie. Single, happy as I can be, on the pathway called “dream comes true”, but I still wanting some other else..
I want him.
Him, that may become your husband now.
Him, that maybe make you pissed-off so many times, because he’s so insensitive and unromantic.
But today, I hail him..
for everything he did and does for me..
I am very grateful, until this second, that God sent him for me.
I know you must be dealing with a lot of differences and conflicts with him..
but remember, few years ago (which is now) you’re desperately beg for that conflicts to come.. as long as he’s beside you.
2.5 months in Rennes.
I’ll leave this city soon, and this complicated country.
But I’m gonna say thank you for teaching me how to be grateful to my own country..
How it teaches me to learn something more advance.. and make me realized that I’m no stupid than any other people.
Thanks for teaching me to respect myself..
So, future Stephanie.. stop whining and complaining..
you got and get all the things you dreamed for..
you got nothing to complaint..
you are the daughter of God, you deserve all these things.
Love him, because he has done all the things that other guy might never do for a woman.
Love him because what he is, because he loves you as the way you are.